Last Sunday, as one of our trip leaders, Dan Leahy, concluded our last video call with a prayerful examination of conscience, I was reminded of God’s faithfulness in every journey. Leahy challenged us to prayerfully visit our days, calling us to a place of gratitude so we could be aware of God’s presence. There were three parts:(1) Reviewing our day, (2) Acknowledging moments that we feel as though we missed the mark, and (3) Looking to the future and turning to God who is, as Leahy says, “always ready to forgive and help.” Faith is a journey, and sometimes we may stumble and fall. Yes, the struggles and sufferings of everyday are real and sometimes consuming, but so is the enduring mercy and grace of God. He does not call us to be perfect, He calls us to be faithful. The examination of conscience reminded me that God wants us to come to Him with everything—our triumphs and victories, but also our pain, shortcomings and doubts. God invites our questioning and, more astonishingly, invites our discontent. He does not grow impatient or frustrated with His children—He already knows what is stirring in our heart, for He is intimately aware of our every thought, but God wants honest, authentic relationship, which requires honest, authentic conversation with Him. So, the closer we get to our trip, the more I am looking at this journey as a time of refinement. I am asking myself, “What is my prayer for this trip?”, and asking God, “What is it in me that You want to transform.” I invite you to do the same. As Leahy reminded us on Sunday, we are always in the presence of God, He never abandons us. He is present in our expectancy and in our struggle, waiting and fighting for us to respond to His love. The examination of conscience is a tool that we can use to always turn back to God and be aware of the things we want to change within ourselves and aware of God’s ability to be completely and totally attentive to each of us. In a few short weeks, as we prepare to walk the same ground of the faithful before us, I pray that we would continue to examine our conscience so we can be mindful of our intentions and hopes for this journey.
“An infinite God can give all of Himself to each of His children. He does not distribute Himself that each may have a part, but to each one He gives all of Himself as fully as if there were no others.” A.W. Tozer
Last Sunday, as one of our trip leaders, Dan Leahy, concluded our last video call with a prayerful examination of conscience, I was reminded of God’s faithfulness in every journey. Leahy challenged us to prayerfully visit our days, calling us to a place of gratitude so we could be aware of God’s presence. There were three parts:(1) Reviewing our day, (2) Acknowledging moments that we feel as though we missed the mark, and (3) Looking to the future and turning to God who is, as Leahy says, “always ready to forgive and help.” Faith is a journey, and sometimes we may stumble and fall. Yes, the struggles and sufferings of everyday are real and sometimes consuming, but so is the enduring mercy and grace of God. He does not call us to be perfect, He calls us to be faithful. The examination of conscience reminded me that God wants us to come to Him with everything—our triumphs and victories, but also our pain, shortcomings and doubts. God invites our questioning and, more astonishingly, invites our discontent. He does not grow impatient or frustrated with His children—He already knows what is stirring in our heart, for He is intimately aware of our every thought, but God wants honest, authentic relationship, which requires honest, authentic conversation with Him. So, the closer we get to our trip, the more I am looking at this journey as a time of refinement. I am asking myself, “What is my prayer for this trip?”, and asking God, “What is it in me that You want to transform.” I invite you to do the same. As Leahy reminded us on Sunday, we are always in the presence of God, He never abandons us. He is present in our expectancy and in our struggle, waiting and fighting for us to respond to His love. The examination of conscience is a tool that we can use to always turn back to God and be aware of the things we want to change within ourselves and aware of God’s ability to be completely and totally attentive to each of us. In a few short weeks, as we prepare to walk the same ground of the faithful before us, I pray that we would continue to examine our conscience so we can be mindful of our intentions and hopes for this journey.
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AuthorHello everyone! I’m so happy you’re here. My name is Tatiana Belanich and I’m the writer for the Le Puy Pilgrimage blog. I’m a junior at St. Joseph’s College Long Island campus and a double major in Journalism and Religious Studies. I am also an intern with ACSSJ and will be participating in the pilgrimage this June. I hope my articles will be fun and informative, but most importantly a reminder of the mission of this trip. St. Augustine once said, "The world is a great book, of which they that never stir from home read only a page." There is so much beauty to be explored and so much goodness to be experienced if only we would step out of our comfort zone. I hope you will follow us on our journey as we take these steps to respond to the stirrings of our hearts and attempt to read the many chapters the world has to offer. Archives
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